I think its probably just the 'low' after the 'high' of Amanda's wedding this past weekend ... but I'm certainly down in the dumps again. Woke up today with a 'wondering' mind. Wondering if I'm on the right path, if I'm worth anybody's love, if I'm making any headway with Ed, wondering what God can do with me when I'm always sick or tired or depressed. After a phone call from Garron, in which he prayed over me, I realized I had the answers to most of those questions and just had to choose to Believe them. Easier said than done some days.
I have a skype session with B this afternoon. But I don't feel like talking. Don't really feel like talking to anyone. I suppose that is when I need to talk the most. Which is why I forced myself to post on here today. Yay for me, I'm taking baby steps forward.
Anyhow, there it is. Maybe I'll have more to say after my session.
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Dear God - I come to you today asking that you be with my sister-in-Christ, Amy. I thank you for knowing when to have Garron call to calm her wondering mind and pray over her over the phone and to allow technology to reach out to B in her time of low. In a journey you are aware she is taking so she may Celebrate her Recovery over Ed, let her know your presents that You are there along side her with a gentle arm as Amy takes those baby steps forward. Thank you for the courage this has been for her being honest with us of where she is at - rough days or bright days. I pray all of these things in your Son's name, Amen.
ReplyDeleteLove you Amy.
Waiting to hear more.. thinking about you Amy. LOVE YOU! Erin
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, praying for total victory today. Love you.
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