Well, even though I said last night that I didn't feel I could go on ... I DID. When ED invited me to find comfort in food I wasn't hungry for last night I told him I didn't have to listen. Didn't want the food. Was going to keep fighting for freedom.
Instead of sneaking to the kitchen I snuggled into Garron and let his touch anchor me.
It is with great weariness that I write to you this morning. But also with great resolve. Thanks for praying.
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Thank you for sharing Amy. As I have shared on New Year's Eve - you have been on my heart. Know you are in my prayers. Though we may falter backwards abit - we have learned how to pick ourselves up again and do those baby steps to move forward. Hey - its like dancing: front, side, side, back - front, side, side, back - but in the end you are still moving forward. As God is so is Garron - your life partner who is anchoring and supporting you as you recover from those bumps along the way. Love you Amy.
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